Thank you, I use it more than Hungarian now (I often think in words and even they are sometimes English, sometimes Hungarian. people allegedly swear in their own language when suddenly very upset, I could do it either way - or without any swearing, of course. I even accidentally developed a hybrid swear word and itâs cool as itâs no swear word this way but it is to me) and I have read an unhealthy amount of English texts so no wonder I picked up the language in some basic way
I still feel my style is so bad and childish, I search for certain words (and sometimes I donât find them as it is a thing that we donât have everything in every language) - and being poetic, I am not, just a tad in my most inspired moments.
But I know lots of expressions and slang words, thatâs important 
Strictly speaking and using my very worn down but at some points still very lively perfectionism, I speak no language, maybe my own somewhat⌠Talking is hard, thinking goes into the way of my words, writing is better as I can take my sweet time and donât need to focus on others at all. I never talked much in English and my pronunciation must be not good. I write okay in English and quite well in Hungarian, at least grammar wise (itâs so painful seeing huge grammar mistakes nearly everywhere). I understand German pretty well, I never use it so it would need some time to be able to use it again but my words arenât nearly as numerous as in English after reading many novels where the word usage was Tolkien level (I am supposed to know many big words now but actually using them is trickier, I merely understand a lot). (And I watch videos about old words too⌠As they are so interesting! Itâs only for English but I gladly pick up ancient or rare Hungarian words too. This is a small country but different parts have different words.)
I donât know 5 words in Russian without starting to recite some sentences I had to learn by heart and it never left me. I was in a special Russian class for 7 years, we had some many lessons. We have learned a lot for 6 years and in the glorious 7th one we forgot everything⌠I learned an important thing then: the wonderful human mind is very good at forgetting certain not really needed knowledge forced upon it. My country just broke free from the Soviet Union (just because we didnât belong to it, there was a very strong impact, like the mandatory Russian⌠I learned German and English in high school, I had 2 English lessons per week for 2 years and thatâs it⌠I had maybe 6 Russian lessons for 7 years and I still remember some grammar rules - not many -, almost no words and I know how the alphabet works, I think but I canât just read out cyrillic words, I am too rusty).
I donât speak many languages, almost just the base minimum. I needed 2 for my diplom⌠Bachelorâs degree, apparently that is the right term. Certain terms are still problematic for me in English. But I can be lost about food stuff too. At least I have learned so many meat cuts and dishes in English hereâŚ
Of course, itâs hard to avoid a little French, Italian, even ancient Greek and Latin as they are everywhere (oh and one of my fav Hungarian writers used zillion foreign words and expressions so I picked some up there as well)⌠I even started to learn French and Italian, I stopped quickly but I still can enjoy French books for kids as they donât ever use big words and the context helps a lot 
I own a Spanish textbook too but I did about nothing with it this far. Languages are interesting and if I know 2 of the same family (English and German), why not to learn more of themâŚ? Especially the basic grammar is fun and itâs quick to learn. The hard part is mastering the hundreds of thousands of words. Okay, one hundred?
I am a tad of a perfectionist when it comes to these things⌠But way, WAY less is enough to express myself somewhat. But more is better.
I love languages, I am just 1. lazy 2. I donât want to learn those too many words for a language I probably wonât use. English is very much needed and I still never will learn all the words I want to. I want to understand EVERYTHING. And to be a tad more eloquent. Like our Rawulf Psionic in Wizardry 8 who talks like this in the heat of the battle: âMy supply of projectiles is exhausted!â (I think she says that.) I am more like the Gadgeteer, at least when I need to express myself quickly: âGive me more ammo!â He is somewhat asocial just like me. He may be in a group of 8, I may have a high verbose level but it doesnât mean we are social. I am more like⌠Self-expressive? And a tiny bit social as very nearly every human being. I cuddle my cats often, thatâs already being social, right? I even talk to themâŚ
I have this interest when it comes to programming languages too, at least I had, it was fun to learn about several very different ones at the university⌠And then elsewhere⌠And basically making two macro languages or how my coworker called themâŚ? They needed an interpreter, kind of, not sure if it is the right term and it was so long ago⌠I did some crazy things like using an assembler (for PC, in Windows using a DOS emulator) with a macro package to write code to display a Commodore-64 image on a C=64 (or C=64 emulator). My drawing program was written in Turbo Pascal but I stop as itâs shameful enough already
But my friend respected me for my craziness at the next demoscene party and it did what I wanted anyway so⌠
I hope I wrote it right, I donât feel in top brain shape (it wasnât my day) and should go to sleep already.
But I just couldnât help myself to go down on memory lane. The last part was quite nostalgic. I should go back to it (and rewrite my drawing program, Turbo Pascal is really not the way to do things, to put it lightly⌠but it still worked :D⌠And was nostalgic⌠TP was my second programming language I think, after BASIC of course :D⌠even my university and a programming competition I attended once used it, it was just too popular back then⌠I loved pc assembly, with mnemonics though, I never could read hexadecimal numbers as code anywhere near fluentlyâŚ
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Sorry, I donât want to delete this, maybe someone will find it interesting or something. (I know I say âor somethingâ too often but I donât know good alternatives and I donât mind my style becomes a bit sloppy and childish or what. As I canât find the RIGHT and good sounding words, again.)