this is just the old habit of freaking out with “am i doing this right? am i doing damage doing it ‘wrong’?”
last week i spontaneously fasted (only 47 hours) and it was frighteningly easy…since then i’ve done some IF (20/4, 18/6, and a couple of other random ratios above 14)…which seems harder somehow?
anywho…i read a lot of the fasting category, listened to the megan ramos podcast (first one @richard and @carl ya’ll sound fancy! )
so much information to process and i’m not even a dummy but some things are just outside of my current bandwidth
i think i’m mistakenly looking for “rules” which probably don’t exist and also trying to break years of previous “programming”
i’m about 15 hours in (17 if you don’t count the little bit of fat i had late in the day) and i’m questioning everything…
should i eat? my stomach is super hungry but nothing sounds good enough to stop being lazy and make it and eat it
should i even be hungry?
should i have feasted first…and what does that mean anyway? more food than “normal”? more fat than “normal”?
are you supposed to break a fast (intermittent or extended) with less than daily intake, same, or more?
am i even really fasting or just not eating? (in my mind there’s a difference)
i know i’m overthinking and sound like a crazy person but that’s what happens when i don’t understand something and/or make it more complicated than it is
i’m sure someone will come along and say:
don’t eat…until you do
in the meantime i chose to have some electrolyte water and brain dump in this post
i do think that unplanned fasting works better than “trying” for me
thanks for reading my ramblings