Hi all, im going to spill my heart out a little here, please do come back with your thoughts.
So for around 20 years now (im now 36) i have had very peculiar issues with my head. I have found that almost daily i have periods where i stop thinking clearly, my mind almost goes blank and i feel strong urges to zone out and stare/blankly gaze. Its very odd, i dont HAVE to do this staring for example i can act in work and force myself to act normal but its hard as i want to zone out. I also have had odd, shock like symptoms every now and then where i get what feels like an electric shock in my head for a second which makes me go tense and then its gone leaving me feeling like…holy shit what was that! Id often get very fatigued in the afternoons also following periods of this zoning out etc.
Theres been a number of other odd symptoms over the years also like feeling unsteady on my feet or like a blurry vision but i wont bore you with more details. Ive been to neurology and had MRIs. The latest scan showed some lesions on my brain but the neurologist called my scans healthy but ‘individual’, he 100% said its not epilepsy and discharged me saying eat healthy and exercise. So this is good news i guess as he wasnt worried but what are these lesions and why do i have these symptoms!!? (Rhetorical questions)
Anyway over the years ive found booze helps…its great until the next day haha then its worse so i get its not healthy but i dont begrudge anyone trying to jusy get respite from symptoms. The good news for me is that the keto diet helps me a ton, its really improves a lot of my symptoms to the point i cant quite believe it…i think that surely it cant be this simple so i go back to carbs to test and low and behold i feel awful again. This again is great news for me as i now have a diet and lifestyle that clears many of my symptoms up! I know it could all be me making this up, fabricating symtoms or being anxious or stressed etc ( thats what doctors seem to pass everything off as) but all i can say is that these symptoms persist whether stressed chilled sad happy nervous confident fat thin etc etc. The keto diet has proven phenomenal for me, but its still leaving me with huge gaping questions as to what the heck is going on in my head to cause me these problems?? If anyone has any ideas here itd be great to hear from you.