I miss eating. I dont have carb cravings, and I’m exceptionally happy with keto food. As I transition into fat adaptation, however, I’m finding I’m not as hungry nor as often as before. So I don’t get to eat as much as I formerly did. And I loved to eat. I still eat great food, but it’s not the same.
Of course loving to eat, and eating a lot, and too often does bring a whole host of serious problems, both physical and emotional, that many of us suffer from. But if I am honest, I do miss the eating, and the masses of good, real food I used to eat. Damn! I was not a junk eater either. Well, mostly.
I feel great on keto - better than for years - and am losing weight slowly, feel very strong in my early 70s, and am the beneficiary of many other benefits. And I have zero intention of going back, and cheating has no appeal.
But excess food has always been there for me. It’s been entertainment, distraction, solace, and just plain fun. Everything about it was pleasurable, …except of course the unavoidable weight gain and negative health consequences.
I however must make peace that this way of eating is going to be what I do forever more. I am going to have to let go of, and grieve the loss of my old faithful friend - eating too much and eating too often. Sigh.
Good bye, old friend. It’s time for me to shed a tear and move on to a better life without you.