oh boy do I know this one
eating so different at restaurants with my hubby was a hard row to sow.
the change is difficult. How many times he would say ‘try a bite of this’ and I say NO and he would literally pout.
Cause it was what we did. Our fun sharing over good foods and different foods. I so get you.
I sat him down one day and had a talk…oh boy when I say we need to talk…you should see his deer in the headlight look on that one HAHA
I told him I want change. I want to head into zero carb and I couldn’t eat like we did before. I was choosing what I wanted. And he would have to give some support cause it was what I wanted and I couldn’t take the little pouts. Told him just let me be me and eat how I want. He can do him, I would get off his case point blank about eating all the crap LOL He said deal! Cause I nagged him for sure. Don’t eat that, it will kill ya, LOL
Then my kid. We would bake brownies. Oh mommy try one, try one. It is SO hard to say no. I would take a nibble and pretend I was eating and oohing and ahhing. Older she got the more I could say to her and have her understand mommy didn’t want sugar. I still had to pretend thru a lot of it all, I made it work and she was duped I think on it all HAHA
My path wasn’t guilt on not eating stuff they wanted. My journey was more disappointment in the fact I was changing their lives also as I changed mine. How I eat could effect others? Really? But yes it did. Come on ya know?? I was doing big adjustments for me and I had to consider others also? I never saw that coming actually! But it is a real thing for many I think.
I had to come to terms with that. Instead of thinking I ruined dinner out cause I had to have my food my way etc. and make that a point I didn’t want to eat Italian and hit the BBQ place instead I realized I couldn’t do it all you know. I couldn’t do every single thing in my life for my family to suit them. I had to have a ‘me time’ in there. My ‘me time’ became my eating and how I wanted it to be.
It is hard changing our thinking. I can say now my family is SO on board. I ask for one bite of something he orders and he says NO, you don’t eat that. And I wanna kill him but he is right LOL and my kid, I will if the situation truly truly is a big one will indulge a bit with her. Only if it is special.
Like we hit a Bavarian town for vacation. Known for their german monster delish fried pretzels. She was all excited and when we got our monster pretzel they dove into it. They were oohing and ahhing over it and she said, mom try a bite. I said sure!!! I got a small chunk, very small, nibbled on it and said it was delish. Wow holy cow. This pretzel is the bomb. This vacation is fun. And more…I joined in at the smallest expense I could. She was happy, I was happy.
So I think bob and weave is key in life. How can we make it work for us on a daily basis doing it as we must and want and still find that balance?
Took me a bit but now I am in a very calm place with my eating. I got the family settled in on it. I got them to let me be me and I showed them it really doesn’t effect their life as much as they think it does
just chatting off some stuff I had to deal with. Big change for oneself isn’t easy. It isn’t just the food change and more…we got real family crap to handle in there and who would think it would be a thing?? but it can be…but bob and weave thru it all. We can find our sweet spot!!