After catching up on the keto dudes podcast and reading on my own, I now realize how much garbage the Calories In Calories Out method of thinking is.
Since starting Keto I have always tracked my food religiously. In the beginning I needed to in order to make sure I was under my carb limit. But over the past month or so I have not even worried about my carb levels, I know what to eat and looking back I haven’t even hit 15g carbs in a day, and I haven’t even been checking carbs. But I still track my food. And really it has gotten to the point where I use it to see if I can get my calories as low as possible without feeling like I am hungry. Now I am feeling like even though my weight is dropping that this may be a bad habit as I am probably lowering my metabolic rate and possibly slowing my weight loss.
I have mostly stopped letting the numbers on the tracker decide if and when I can eat, and just try to let my body tell me when its hungry and what for, so it hasn’t really affected my eating much. I also decided to try the feast/fast method to switch it up a little, basically plan to throw a feast/fast in once or twice a month and do IF the rest of the time. But tracking those feast days makes me feel horrible, I recently posted asking about feast guilt and after writing up this post I think it may be related to tracking my food and seeing the calorie number go over its normal “goal” amount and get into those red numbers, and I hate that guilty feeling.
So this has led me to want to just stop tracking my food. But this brings up an internal conflict for me… Mainly because food tracking has always been sort of a mental signal for me that “you are on a diet”. Now after having been keto this is basically how I want to eat the rest of my life, so I don’t really want to consider this a diet anymore and just how I eat now, so stopping the tracking and this mental signal makes sense to me. BUT on the other hand I still want to keep losing weight and improving my health, so I get a little bit of anxiety to basically turn that switch off, worrying that if I stop tracking the weight may come back, for any multitude of reasons. As I mentioned it has not really affected my eating for over a month now, even on days with high calories if I am really truly hungry I’d still eat, but I guess mentally it is still something there I could fall back on if times get hard.
Any thoughts? Should I ditch the tracker and trust in my body to keep me honest? I guess it comes back to that my entire life I feel like I have not been able to trust my bodies signals and I am scared to now. It has not led me astray since becoming fat adapted, but that has not been all that long.
I have debated for the past 15 minutes weather to even post this or not. Writing it out I keep thinking I made a decision, but then rereading it I flip flop again. So I figured if I really can;t decide that maybe others have had similar experiences and they can shed some light. I know its ultimately a personal thing and I need to decide for myself, but I figured it may make for some interesting conversation at least.