That’s kind of a bummer. It’s not like you binged out or anything.
We went to a wedding last Friday (7/26). Was great the entire evening - passed on the hors deourves, didn’t eat the fancy gnocchi or potatos, no bread (had the most delicious tenderloin I think I have had), but then the cake came. It sat in front of me for the longest time, but then I decided to have a “taste” of frosting. From that one bite, I proceeded to eat all of the frosting from my piece and my husband’s, and maybe another - I don’t remember. There were also these little raspberry cream candies in oval chocolate boats. I must have eaten four or five of those - and would have eaten them all if other people weren’t at our table (always been a closet binger). My first cheat since starting (Feb.).
I felt ashamed and afraid for days after that and really had to work to shake it. Got right back immediately eating well and OMAD, however, it really drove home how powerless I am over trigger foods. For me, dabbling in cheat foods is dancing with the devil. I have put the club away now, but was definitely a sobering experience.