Well, today I put my big girl panties on and had a scan done. And apparently they were XXL panties as my BF percentage came in at 55.3%. Cringe… And to top it off, a dangerous amount of that fat is visceral. Yes, it was worse than I thought. I have no illusions about my obesity - it’s just that seeing it in black and white made it even more real for me than seeing 216 on the scale. Sigh. No where to go but down.
The good news is that I have the bone density of a 20 year old. I guess I won’t be following my mother into osteoporosis-land. Oh, and more muscle mass than the average 55 year old woman. But then, I’d need more muscle, wouldn’t I, to carry around 115.9 lbs of fat…
So - nothing’s really changed. I figured I had about 80 pounds to lose and that’s been confirmed. What has also been confirmed, after 4 weeks of keto, is that I’m far more insulin resistant than I was even a few years ago. I’m shocked at how difficult it is to bring my insulin levels down, despite rigid adherence to LCHF and IF’ing. Not much point whining about it - the only option is to KCKO.
I’ve committed to doing another scan in 6 months and I hope to god the numbers are less demoralizing.
Thanks for listening.