I got carried away again, I basically thought about my eating again… For some reason, it’s easier in comments than just in my own mind.
I never ever got cold, not even when I was starving in an unheated house in winter (there was big snow outside. it was just 11 days and I was very well-fed and fat so no wonder it went well but still, it was way better than expected). IDK why I am like this but I am glad. I had to be in some special mental state back then as I can be really cold at a much higher temperature, no matter how much I eat. But when the temperature is borderline low, food can help, I noticed that many times and it makes sense.
Sometimes my body doesn’t want fasting at all and I get weak and dizzy (oh it was ages ago last time, maybe I have changed) even on IF but I need a bit longer time for that. 16-20 hours is very normal for me since ages, I only needed lunch and dinner on high-carb too even if I happened to eat smaller meals for whatever reason (probably temptation, I loved food). I can’t think back to a time where I needed food before 2pm as long as I didn’t have breakfast. I call myself a natural intermittent faster with a very obvious afternoon/evening eating window.
It’s very important for me on OMAD days to eat to (and sometimes beyond) satiety… How else could I do it? One meal makes it easier as a big meal is quite satiating to me And on fat fast days I have the magic of 90% fat, my only meal is small (especially in volume) but very satiating!
But I understand sometimes one can’t reach satiety (without harming their goals). I am very incompatible with that method but borderline hunger sometimes works (more like before my eating window than after though. nights are dangerous while my well-fasted state is very helpful. I am not so close to food then).
Calorie restriction isn’t easy for me on occasional OMAD either. I easily eat up my energy need in one sitting… Hence my fat fast days and because they have plenty of advantages: lowering my protein intake, being convenient, having as much and more fat than I want At least in percentage, I obviously eat very little fat on fat fast days, only about 100g. But it’s enough when it’s almost only fat.
“Longer” term (well, more than 1-2 days…) OMAD is different, it quickly reduces my mealsize so it just falls apart as I can’t undereat unless I avoid protein. It’s so hard. If I eat little, I quit, if I eat much, I stay fat… Probably… Need to try some lean carni OMAD/2MAD times, will do it soon! The 25th of December is one of the best times to go back to carni for me and staying there for a longer while than usual.
Lucky Christmas gatherings here are quite carby and sugary… I probably will bring some own treats for Christmas dinner to mitigate my temptation problems. I can’t stop baking every day now, today I made cheesy baked goods! Quark became a VITAL item for me, it’s my favorite carni “flour”. The fully carni version (I made some other kinds, still very low-carb but maybe more normal) is a modified quark quiche, with really little egg… I don’t like too much cheese mixed into my baked goods for some reason (sad as it’s a good carni flour, it’s drier than quark) and this is a kinda wet quark too and even the egg was normal, full with water so I have very soft, moist things. I hope they are good but egg, cheese and quark, why wouldn’t it be?
I guess I should be away until Christmas. And then I will be determined for long enough I hope. But if not, I still have the fruits of my training in the last years so I desire okay food most of the time. I just need to get used to not eating lunch, I knew it wouldn’t be easy, not even now when I just don’t get really hungry at that time on most days. I still have a chance if I eat near perfectly but who I am to do that. Sometimes it happens but it’s much safer never eat any calories (okay, maybe coffee with cream if I REALLY must) before sunset in the next months. Sunset is still early BUT if I wait until then, I typically wait until dinner (it’s a mental thing, only waiting until my SO had his lunch seems very much doable, only a little wait compared to normal… waiting until dinner may sound too strict and it weakens my resolve but if it often happens naturally. I have this with many things as it’s hard to bring myself to do something big but if I start small, I may get tempted to do more). If not, it means I am very hungry (still not particularly unpleasant as fat adaptation works like that for me but it’s insistent and I lose focus) so of course I should eat. Perfect. Lunch eating is just giving in to temptation without a real need for food yet and most probably eating too much in the process. I want to avoid THAT. I needed lunch for decades, now I don’t need it anymore. It’s just a strong habit that makes sense for my hedonist inner self if it doesn’t look at the big picture.