Shocking I know but here I am. I’ve been trying low fat vegan, raw vegan,frutarian back and forth for 4 years now until I’ve been fed up and decided maybe I’m insulin resistant? My mood was always up down unstable, i enjoyed the smoothie highs but it seemed i always had to eat more soon to not feel a crash. I love being vegan I love the light feeling I have and the idea I’m doing right I’m terrified to go to animal products… but here I am 30 plus pounds overweight when I should be skinny by now as I followed their plans exactly only to gain weight and my anxiety seems out of hand more and more.
Background: I appear to have leaky gut, diagnosed celiacs ,autoimmune, overall body inflammation joint pain and water retention high. I’m intolerant to wheat soy corn dairy. I think my adrenals ? are shot, I’m sleeping 12 plus hours a night and still exhausted.
I’m two days into keto now, when I do something I do it right so I’m here to give it the best shot I can. Here are my fears/thoughts so far.
*How does this not completely clog your arteries? It seems so opposite of healthy. Didn’t Atkins die of heart disease eventually? I feel weird eating this much fat and calling it healthy.
*How would this work long term? Again worried about heart health.
*Day 2 and I feel unusually calm but braindead, I realize I’m going through keto carb flu probably , does this feeling lift and mental clarity come back?
*I miss my greens powders already since they give me a mental lift does anyone supplement greens or are most counting on the cooked vegetables to be enough?
Please don’t be too harsh on me since I’m coming from the “other side” as I mean well and will follow plan, I’m desperate to fix my health and will give this a fair shot even though it doesn’t feel right to me yet.
Femal 5’4
Cw:169
Sw before vegan: 140
Gw: definitely 120s