Hi John, thank you for your reply. I’m still tired from doing a lot of actual physical labor, LOL! Wow, what a difference between some workouts with weights, and instead, moving furniture, brain exercise in between to see, and arrange more, then physically more arranging. The hardest for this older lady, is crawling around on the floor to undo wires, and redo them elsewhere
But now I know what to do if I want a real work-out, and a lot more to be said for real work 
Ok, I don’t have to expect any longer on the benzos. Imo, they are unpredictable, and since no one can predict what it will be like for them, I would say, if you want to expect, expect the unpredictable
I know the reality of it all after going on 4 years now, tapering off it. Slow and Steady(consistency seems best) using the help of Dr. Heather Ashton video, and a manual, Ashton Manual, free online btw.
I’m convinced I just wouldn’t have gotten this far without first having adjusted well to Keto diet, mostly under 20 grams of carbs, but more important whole foods, about even on protein and fat intake. Zero sugar, no “simple carbs” or processed foods.
I am curious and want to always have something new to learn, and that curiosity serves me well, didn’t realize it late in life, I just sort of traveled on through with no real direction/plan. I like my life way better now at 73, than ever before. Youngin’s may not believe that so I’ll just say that yes, I have regrets, but not all consuming, because my dreams of a better future are alive and well,
I am still arranging things here as I have a new Monitor coming, a bit larger as I am learning a new weather app called WeatherWise. I’ve been following Stormchasers here in the US, for maybe 2 years now. I love learning how to understand all kinds of weather, and how I can understand how Storm Chasers find out, and go to the most extreme weather that might develop. The guys I follow do so much to help people, including physically providing assistance to so many hit my storms.
So enough outa me, but yes, can’t agree more than “not being bamboozeled” by every name someone comes up with, or especially, any false information
Here’s to stay curious, and open-minded enough to learn awesome things!! Denise 


