Hi Melzell,
I hope you are able to see this as I can see this thread has turned into something else now.
I am exactly where you are. I was totally gung-ho with keto for about a year and then found out I was pregnant with what turned out to be a carb baby. Meat made me so nauseated. I did what I had to do to get through it with full determination that I would get back on the wagon after birth. Then, my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer and my dad is an alcoholic who is now showing serious signs of dementia and life is hard. And carbs are yummy. They feel good in the moment when other stuff feels bad.
Now I’m at the point where I feel swollen. Bending over and crossing my legs is hard. It’s been almost two years and I’m still in my maternity clothes. My mom is still here, thankfully. But, I know things are going to get harder. I want to care about my health, but I kind of don’t. I want to eat the yummy things because everything else is hard.
I’m trying to remind myself of why I got excited about keto to begin with. I lost weight eating yummy things. And then things got easier. I got clear headed, more energy. My allergies went away. I didn’t feel depressed in the winter. I started lifting weights and got excited about my muscles. I got to buy pretty new clothes. People asked me what I was doing and I got to talk about my new obsession.
So, my plan is to get excited again. I’m going to eat yummy things - bacon and cheese to get me through the keto flu. I’m going to treat myself with all the yummy keto food. Then, hopefully, I will feel motivated to kick things up a notch or two when the high energy and clear-headedness kicks. Intermittent fasting, weight lifting, etc. I’m giving myself until NYE. The plan is not to deprive myself because it just doesn’t work for me right now. Life is hard and I don’t want my diet to be hard too.
I am sending you good vibes and wishing you well!